| i write like a moron, but if you're able to sit through my nonsense you should have some cookies!! new linkie: http://annamagic.wordpress.com (i know so unoriginal..) ps: ally! our discussion today must be continued soon ;) |
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| i am soooo sleepy.. just had lunch at a good japanese restaurant (ally i think you told me about it ages ago??) and now i am eyeing my stack of emath practice papers wearily.. i would like to go to sleep now need shoes, high shoes, 5 inch shoes........ with studs blah, i'm going to change back to wordpress, xanga is too chirpy for me |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JOHN KUM!! Even though it was actually yesterday, I still sent you a message
and left you a facebook comment and got you a present! Hope
you had an awesomexXx birthday, can I guess who you spent it
with? :) Hehe. Even though we don't talk much these days just
know you'll always be my ex-best-friend, and I will love you
forever :) 
hehehe :) ♥
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22 February 08 :)
There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song?
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the ground?
I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to
unwelcome sound
I know I know.. I look totally cocked up and wet and gross and
disproportionate to everyone else. I lay awake for hours last night
thinking about this picture. It was taken on the night of my birthday
in February, almost 9 months ago. How could so much have
changed in 9 months? I used to call most of those boys my boys.
In the last 9 months I've fought with some, loved some, grew closer
to some and couldn't live without them. But, I've also stopped
talking to some, and slowly but surely they stopped existing to me. How could so much have changed? In about 2 months when the
new school year starts, all these memories, the ones I swore I'd
never let go of, will just become silly fragments of a time I wasn't
sure really happened. I don't even know the significance of this
post. I guess I just miss so much of this year, and as much as I
hate to admit this, now that it's nearly over I realise that I regret
almost all of the fucking decisions I've made. "sunshine is days away" ♥
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Pathetic from-a-box purple in December
The last dying breaths of purple in February
Black in March
Cocked up colouring in May/June
Another thing to add to my after-exams list: Dye my hair I swore (to myself) that I'd never dye my hair black again after
doing it about 7 times this year, but I don't know.. Man I have
about a billion things I have to do right now but I can't let this
matter rest without it being resolved!! Liz we need to find new people to take pictures with..
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